my heart starts to beat faster and harder, my lips begin to smile and my face lit up whenever i see you. but those are useless. you don't even know that i'm staring at you. you don't even see me passing by you. so what's the sense?? EVERYTHING MAKE SENSE. i'm happy with this, i should be. i prefer to love you from a distance. i prefer to hide this feelings from you cause i know i won't experience love back.
but am i really happy?? satisfied?? i guess i'm not.. i couldn't do anything. we've always been like this.. JUST FRIENDS, yet we seemed to look like a couple whenever we're together.. that may be the reason why i fell for you and i guess i'll always be falling for you.. maybe i was wrong, maybe i've misunderstood or misinterpret everything. maybe i'll always be just a friend for you. i'll never be the right one.. if that is, then just please stop being sooo good, sooo sweet and sooo concern about me. i've gotta wake up from this hideous feelings that i have for you... i'm not a kid no more and i've been through a lot.. i guess that's enough to keep me in reality that i'll just hurt nobody but my self if i continue this.. this doesn't mean goodbye but instead, HELLO FRIEND!! :')
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